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Beaming Truth - Devouring HopeI am nothing more than the hand I've been dealt.:thumb79864396: :thumb89121092: :thumb90281004: :thumb61631276:
While this may not be the case for most people, it has become my inconvenient truth in life. Not because I can't covercome it but because I won't allow myself to. Each day grows further into the same blurred obscurity.
I know what I wake up to each day and that scares me more than if I were not to know. Instead of comforting guiding lights, voices of reason have become my long overgrown dread.
I once forgot what it's like to feel, but if this is remembering, I'd rather not. Instead, make me a flower in bloom so tha tmy journey can start anew.
I promise not to go astray, I promise to choose a path fit for the life I'm fighting for.
The VisionThe vision is that we actually believe these things:thumb83527206: :thumb103784235: :thumb103550556: :thumb103745118: :thumb103797292: :thumb103504407: :thumb103248851: :thumb110724947: :thumb110296475:
You were created to love and be loved. You were meant to live life in relationship with other people, to know and be known. You need to know that your story is important and that you're part of a bigger story. You need to know that your life matters.
We live in a difficult world, a broken world. My friend Byron is very smart - he says that life is hard for most people most of the time. We believe that everyone can relate to pain, that all of us live with questions, and all of us get stuck in moments. You need to know that you're not alone in the places you feel stuck.
We all wake to the human condition. We wake to mystery and beauty but also to tragedy and loss. Millions of people live with problems of pain. Millions of homes are filled with questions moments and seasons and cycles that come as thieves and aim to stay. We kn
Smile Little GirlSmile little girl,smile.:thumb109852034: :thumb108535054:
stay grinning little girl,
laughing little girl,
and hoping, that the world will stay,
smile little girl, smile,
stay smiling little girl,
so that the tears
don't come cascading
down your face.
smile little girl,
so that the world won't see your
Don't ruin other's hope little girl,
smile little girl.
Stand up little girl, stand.
stand strong little girl but know you belong little girl,
as someone's puppet or punching bag.
Breathe little girl,
because girls should always be,
exactly what the world wants them to be,
skinny perfect, and rotten foul queens.
Breathe and sink, little girl,
into the trap of the world.
struggle little girl,
give in to the hurt,
stop your fight,
give up little girl,
that's the devil's message to you girl.
They want you to give in to your
GROW little girl,
Fight fate and all you know.
Cry so the world can see your wounds,
know it's not weakness but the truth.
Laugh at your o
Thoughts on a Relapse1.:thumb107895405: :thumb107895028: :thumb107894850: :thumb107576100: :thumb107442454: :thumb106945269: :thumb105910481: :thumb101044270: :thumb104688410:
Swing too far up,
I cut you back.
Drop down too far and Ill
cut you up as an
incentive. Stupid emotions.
Ill never be able to listen to
this music again. Ive
ruined so many albums
I always keep it a secret
until everybody knows
except the ones who dont.
Im mad at the spirals in this
notebook. Theyre bent so the
pages wont turn.
Now everythings all crumpled.
My pen keeps writing
without my minds
consent. Or maybe
its the other way around.
When I talk to him
in the morning, he will want me
to stay. My mouth will say
no, but my stupid heart
will scream yes for a long
Im looking for a
person who will see my scars and
think theyre beautiful.
I open my mouth to talk
but it feels too
much like screaming.
This will be okay
Race is RunningI have the eyes.:thumb103886237:
You have the hair.
I have the soul.
You have the heart.
The one thing we share,
Between you and I,
Like children and a park,
Hand in hand,
We share the hope.
The hope that we can fix it.
Fix the sadness and depression.
The depression of millions.
Millions of your own kind.
It doesn't matter what color
It doesn't matter what size,
Because we all on this earth share.
A special bond that we have broken
Broken with bullets.
No talking just fighting.
You fight your brothers and sisters?
Your family, you fight?
No reason for which.
Yes, personalities can collide and burn.
Yes, people may not like one another.
But must there be fighting?
We all share.
We all share what makes us feel.
Once you realize this bond you have with the rest of the race,
The human race,
We can all stop fighting.
Because we share.
And there is only one race in this earth,
Today, I write Love on My ArmsToday is To Write Love On Her Arms Day. Today is a day of hope. A day of help. A day of awareness. Today, me and hundreds of others wrote love on our arms. Today, we did what we could to spread the word on To Write Love On Her Arms and we spread the awareness of how serious suicide and self harm and self hate really is. How common it is.
Today, I personally, stood up for what I believed in. I told everyone, even people who I don't like and can't stand to talk to, I told them all about To Write Love On Her Arms. I told everyone about why I had writing on my arms. And why I had writing on my shirt, and why I wasn't so quiet today. I told everyone that rescue was possible, and that there was hope. There is always hope.
Today, I remember Austin Hellanger, my amazing friend who took his own life. Today, I held everyone who ever felt so much pain that they felt they needed to die,
If I might say...What I want to know is how we come up with the idea that one must be stable themselves in order to stabilize others. This. Isn't. True. This world is the complete proof of this. I see, all the time, I will talk to someone, and listen to how they are struggling with cutting, drugs, depression, etc. Then another day I turn around and see that same person. Let me repeat, that same person, giving heartfelt, helpful, true and real advice and support to someone else. This just makes that, so much more meaningful, given in time of hardship.:thumb103468069:
Is it not possible to find healing in helping? Is it not possible to find self-worth through putting yourself aside, and putting you into someone else? Maybe one more day on the no-si ticker can be accounted for by getting up and talking to someone who needs to. Maybe if every person who is feeling sad tonight got up and called someone else who is feeling sad, maybe it wouldn't stop the sadness. Maybe it wouldn't stop the pain, the burning, the drunken or
without a doubtWITHOUT A DOUBT - APRIL, 30, 2007:thumb99002326: :thumb98990662: :thumb87156777: :thumb86693112: :thumb86261043: :thumb82346479: :thumb81777572: :thumb79314337: :thumb79265187: TWLOHA 1 by ~AphoticAmbiance rescue is possible by ~XxHayleyXx3 TWLOHA by ~bloodxdrops Love Is The Moment by ~LyrictisticLiar Wakeup, you're alive. by ~waaakeup Amber Pacific twloha by ~rockerchicforever Love is the Movement by ~cati-cati-cati you won't shut me up by ~asphyxiat3d ToWriteLoveOnHerArms. by ~EmoWhore-x To Write Love On Her Arms by ~Tw0-FaCe You And Me.. by ~boopoopadoo Stop the Bleeding by ~0stargazer0 To Write Love On Her Arms by ~AshleyVicious What Obsession? by ~Victoria-Lynn
where did i go wrong ?
what did i do ?
its all my fault .
i will not blame you .
beat me now
let your anger out
throw at me your scorn .
im to blame without a doubt .
beat me again .
let your self pity out
throw at me your hurtful words .
im to blame without a doubt .
beat me more .
let anger and alcohol out .
throw at me your mistakes and wrongs, because;
im to blame; without a doubt .
beat me no longer .
let no more out .
stand over my grave ;
you killed me, without a doubt .